Momming for the W…TF?!

Parenting doesn’t come with an instruction book... or even very well laid out guidelines. And we all know those books about parenting are only helpful if your child is EXACTLY like example kiddo. Parenting is HARD. No one wants to know they have f*cked up their kid. No one wants to watch themselves f*ck their … Continue reading Momming for the W…TF?! →

Down the Rabbit-hole of Medication With-drawl: Poor Alice didn’t see sh!t compared to this

I started cutting down on one of my Depression medications. My Dr and I spoke about BPD and how the majority of antidepressants aren’t going to work because some of the issues aren’t a chemical imbalance. So, we decided to start tapering down my dose of Effexor. We decided on this medication because of the … Continue reading Down the Rabbit-hole of Medication With-drawl: Poor Alice didn’t see sh!t compared to this →

Update: A view of Desperation, Depression, and the Current Consequences of COVID-19

So I've been putting this off and procrastinating. But it's definitely time for an update. So... Here we go. For a few weeks, I had therapy sessions twice a week. Though with the stay home order, we have been doing them via web calls. (Which really means I don't have to get dressed 😅). We … Continue reading Update: A view of Desperation, Depression, and the Current Consequences of COVID-19 →

Creative Paper: Bullet Journaling and Plannering

When I'm feeling stressed or upset, I've been trying to get into a hobby. One of my newest hobbies has been journals/planners; making them, decorating them, making them fit my personality, even going to planner/journal meet ups! I'm throwing a HUGE thank you to my friend Kim ❤️ who got me into them. Cuz I'm … Continue reading Creative Paper: Bullet Journaling and Plannering →

Finding Self-Love through Self-Care

Ok. Let's talk some truth. (As if I didn't drop enough of my life story last time 😳). Let's talk self-care and self-love!You see people post about going to get their hair done, fancy manicures, expensive trips to far off 'retreats', and lavish spa days. #selfcare (insert peace sign selfie ✌️). And yeah, those are … Continue reading Finding Self-Love through Self-Care →

One month: A view of Desperation, Depression, and the Current Consequences of COVID-19

Trigger warning... Attempted Suicide (And please, if you don't have anything nice to say... just keep it to yourself. Thanks!) Yes, this is going to be a long post. Yes, it is personal experience. Yes, I'm still working on myself. No, I don't have a ton of advice. No, you don't have to keep reading. … Continue reading One month: A view of Desperation, Depression, and the Current Consequences of COVID-19 →